friday... hell day

all was fine till it was 4:00 in the afternoon. then I found out my new work calls (my new job -for now- is to go to elderly people and help them dress in the morning and in there pj's at night combined with cleaning work). I start today! O_O from 19:00 till 22:30, I got all the info within 5 minutes and no one at the office to help with paperwork for the first time. so I was stressed out and sad that it would be a nightmare for the people who would get a helper who has no idea whats going on. combine those feeling with anger against the organisation and your getting the feeling I had. I just broke down a bit, sitting behind my bedroomdoor trying to figure out what to do. I called it off and said I want someone at the office the first workday.. not that weird is it? after that call I felt much better. it wasnt right of them to sent me off at night without any good info... madness is what it is! monday I dont have to work so I start next friday... hopefully they learnt something cause I find it irresponsible just letting people run arround like that. so now im gonne relax, enjoy my free time and just hope it rains.. im evil I know hehe.