sad days...

thursday is a black day. I lost some of my poems that were on the crashed pc *sigh* I dont wanna be reminded of that anymore. so yea.. closing that door. well thursday evening I felt better. the good poems I saved so thats good. friday I got a new shock. I get goverment money cause I dont make enough to survive XP well they screwed up for 3 months! that means I gotta I gotta pay money back... idiots I told them how much I worked and things and they screwed it all up!! so as u can see.. I had 2 terrible days. to top it all off tomorrow I turn 22.. 22 and I have done nuthing with my life. yea I can use some good news soon.