loosing my wisdom

 in this pic on the right you see the left side of my teeth, my wisdomteeth have to go the bottom one seems to have collapsed and the upper one doesn't have the room to grow. so I had to go to the hospital on  18 august. we where there early and I was nervous, I didn't know what to expect. then I saw the doc... he was German. the idea of a German pulling my teeth isn't that much of an comfort.. but he was a really nice man. I asked him if he could do left first cause that one was bothering me the most, I also knew that tooth gave the most problems to take out... and I was right! after a painless local anesthesia (everyone told me that would really hurt) he started at the bottom wisdomtooth. my goodness he started cutting away there and at one point I felt it! so more anesthesia injections where needed to knock my jaw out. while they worked he went to the upper tooth, wricked it loose and it came out in less then a minute.. I started laughing so much (you could tell he was surprised by the upper one himself). the down tooth on the other hand... wouln't come out! he had to saw and split my tooth in 4 pieces before he finally had it.. but because it was so stuck in there he was pulling and pushing on my jaw like crazy! but there out... finally.

 see my teeth! the first day I kept bleeding from the bottom wisdomhole lol. it also hurted the most but that also could have been cause of the stitches. I kept spitting blood till I had enough and figured I wouln't vocus so much on it as I'm asleep so I slept from 5:00 in the afternoon till 10:30 at night then I went behind the pc for a while and back to bed. meds, icepacks and a bloody mouth... what a day.

 my jaw: up the first day an down my jaw on saturday.

all swolen and feeling sore...

 dunno if you can see it but it was really blue and purple.. 

he put a lot of forse on that stupid tooth.

 and there they are the bastards!

only the right side to go now, that will be so much easier!

are you kidding me?

as you know the dollhouse madness has a grip over me. but now things are getting insane! first I said I'd just fill Lizzy and make a garagebox. now it ended up as Lizzy, a bar and for corners in a box. even worse is the fact that I hate pink.. really it's like red to a bull for me, but the first (and only) thing finished is a pink jewlery box.. to be honest it's the first and last thing you'll ever see that's so girly and pink. (especially pink) and where's the garage? -no idea- I think the bar came insted of it.. maybe I'll make one in 2022 then Im done with the rest of the idea's... hopefully. now another thing I desited at the beginning was to buy most of it all.. I've got other stuff to do right?... wrong! as I typ I got a print out of an DIY bathtub! and to complete the transition from owning a dollhouse to a complete obsession must be the fact that I'm going to make my own 1:12 dolls! (well of course I'm going to try so expect a lot of weird pic's and cursing) my own dolls.. never thought I would even think of it! well let's face some other facts.. the dolls wont be what you expect, I also swapped the idea of a super sweet store with horror movie idea's. so don't expect me to go into a supersweet cottoncandy state of mind, I wouln't even know how to do that. but expect some Yvie stuff! wobbly and with a discribtion otherwise you wouln't know what your looking at ;) 2012 year of the miniatures! (and yes also still the year of the nails lol)

I'm a lefty

"As the right hemisphere of the brain controls the left side of the body, 

then only left-handers are in their right minds!"

'watched Texas Chain the beginning with mum.. she got scared I laught...'

sunday

sometimes I get to hear my blog is a bit confusing, I thought I'd make things more clear by having you see how things work in my mind.. enjoy: sort out the paper/notebooks.
paper! differend colours!
get the deskstuff (paperclips/scissors) in 1 pile.
getting a drink.
ohhh foulding the wash..
putting away some dishtowels and see the pc cabinet.
changes the paper and dusts the bottom shelf on it.
PAPER!! gets back too my room to carry on putting the papers away.
tucks in the blanket off my bed..
trowing out some trash..
Kelso! playing with Kelso..
seeing the wash.. some more foulding.
gets the iron and board ready to iron.
picks out a new book to read.
irons 2 things...
nah.. want a differend book.
gets another book and finishes the paper stuff.
oh right the deskstuff pile!
does some dusting in my room.
I'll do the desktop pile tomorrow..
oh mums back! dinner time!

see this was only 2 hours of a normal day... and you think the blog is confusing! ;)

im an addict (the confession)

I'm addicted to books.. I can't help it. I always saw my mum with books and I think I got it from her. the only difference is that she read a book that scared her so much she stopped reading scary stories.. I haven't it doesnt matter how gory i'll read it.. and enjoy reading it!

I love taking pictures! I have to control it our I would photograph everyone and everything arround me! 2 camera's and no change of ever stopping. h well it doesnt harm anyone so I'll keep going on reading and shooting.. god im such a nerd but I love it! :)

burn baby burn

sunday I told you about my cleaning madness, during that I came by this box:

it was on top of the kitchen cabinets. mum thought it was risky cause dust could get in it and maybe cause it to shock. so there I was... allone and with a plan. remove the box. I'am pretty good with electricity too be honest and when I saw it wasn't just plugged into this but the wires where on the inside I knew what to do.

see the arrow? they where attached there. so I turned on the kitchen light. tried the electric control switches till I found the right one and the kitchen light was turned off. so.. now it's easy cause theres no electricity in the kitchen. I removed the cap of the box. placed my crewdriver in the first screw. turned a little and jumped away! a big bang and sparks flying everywhere!

the kitchen rugg was burning a little, but that was controlled fast enough. (as you see down here.. just a little burnmark) I was happy I jumped away tho.. the shirt I was wearing had a special mark in it that it was highly flameble! I was also happy Kelso wasn't arround. 1 spark and he would be in trouble! not dead.. cause I was right there but omg it would have been horrible!

so I desited there's one thing I can do. turn the kitchen electricity back on (for the cooler/freezer) and wait for mum. when she was back I told her the story an she knew what happend: the kitchen switch only turns off the right side of the kitchen and the box was on the left side... so she showed me the right switch and after 10 minutes the loose box was removed and the box on the kitchen wall was working again... told you I was good with electric's!

im an addict II (tuesday)

I confronted myself today, I admit im an addict. well they say the kids from parents with an addicted past (or present) can be more likely to get addicted to something themselfs. in a far far away past mum used to drink and my dead 'father' used to gamble and drink.. both not to extreme or anything (altho if he was drunk he started giggeling.. yea real manly I know). so I could be worse or get addicted to something that could harm me or others u know? so im lucky im hooked on this? really? maybe...

I'm an addict I (weekend)

Yvie:

im an addict

Sam:

uh-huh

Yvie:

wait what do u think im addicted too O_O

Sam:
england?

Yvie:

true...

but I got 2 new ones

but u can do them everywhere

and I kinda did...

guess

Sam:

sudoko

Yvie:
im to stupid for that

Sam:

me 2

Yvie:

YAY!!

Sam:

chess

Yvie:
this can take a while can it? XD

Sam:
nintendo 3ds

Yvie:

no..

wanna know what im addicted too?

wait for the next post

what a great monday!

 today  everything went wrong what could go wrong. missed the bus, the times the bus would be there was differend and if I could out of the bus I would have to search to find the street.. pffffff. but when the bus came I figures out theres a busstop on that street! it turned out it was only 5 minutes away! (the website said 10 minutes and the wrong busstop)so I was on time, the man and wife where really nice too.. a wrong start turned out fine, I love it when that happends! when I was cleaning the guy knew what appartment we lived in, well the building. turns out he ued to deliver the mail. but then he said: 'you used to live at **** when you where still a very little girl and your dad was still with you' I coulnt believe my ears! he remembered me... after all those years he knew where we lived! (I was 5 when we moved an im 23 now, you do the math) amezing, see how ppl know stuff even if you have never even said more to that person then 'ellow, nice weather today isn't it?'

in the afternoon 1 of my dreams has come true!!!! I had a hearing test done and scored a perfect score! so that means I can hear everything, anywhere maybe I can even hear you while yo wisper at the screen 'bet you can't heard this crazy biatch' are ya scared yet? cause... you should be! I could have had that test before but I went with mum and the peeps she heard I could hear, they where so annoying and loud that I didnt want to get my own ears tested. but I wanted to know, I mean, my mums half deaf and with all the MP3 loud music is so bad stuff I was a bit worried I would have damaged it. everythings loud in this house cause my mum can't hear most stuff: radio, tv, her own annoying voice.. anyway's the peeps wernt so loud and it only took a minute so whats stopping you? go get one!

I BOUGHT FANTASIA!! Disney's Fantasia, the dvd. I was all exited till I told Eric who said: 'I don't like singing movies' it's NOT!! then I found out he's to serieus I guess.. I jump whilest watching Bambi and still laugh at how cute the Aristocats are. I do that because it's fun. I missed the grown up train.. I do things that make me smile because why does there have to be an age limit on stuff you would secretly want to do? when I was at school (I did childcare) I preformed whole stories with stuffed animals (I was arround 20-21 or something then) and the others liked that but would never join because... 'it's just not what adults do' I think thats the lamest exuse ever not to do something you like. I blow soapbubbles, doodle or colour, do silly pranks, hide small plastic animals in the house and many more pointless and crazy things not cause im fighting my age but because I embrace it and make it fun!

bucket list (well to do list but bucket sounds nicer)

make 50 3D cards

finish 2 wooden paintdolls

work out the crazy skulls

work out poems

take a picture of an ant

paint little hall thingy by the front door

finish the painting by numbers

I sold them
do something with the bag filled with fabric's under my bed (dont ask)


get all pic's on pc on Flickr before loading new ones

finish reading all the books I have (that will take a very long time)

http://boekkies.jouwweb.nl/
find a way to register a book collecting thing online


sell everything I got stored downstairs (or trow it away)

get over 20,- intrest on my savingsaccount in Jan 1012

it's more an insane clean up list...

oh.. learn to stand up straight!

finish 4.. well the things you put a hot pan on on the table.

my hearing is perfect!
take a hearing test.

get a pic in a magazine/newspaper

im making a bucket list

filled with stuff I can do.. should do.. but wont so I just need something to push me. it's cause I get bored to easely.. I like doing creative stuff but ugh.. if I start it takes so long to finish which is wird cause I do think it's fun to do... im an idiot arn't I? so I guess it's more a to do list but a real bucket list.. bu I like the name bucket list more... for a real bucket list (things I wanna do before I die Carry) I should start with about 22.000,- and I've only got 5,85.. well maybe a little bit more ;) so yea thats pretty much a dead end. well I'll find a way... I always do... right now im gonne mke my to do list, trow it in a bucket an call it a bucket list!

15 TEENAGERS ATTACK A GIRL & OLD SKOOL

15 TEENAGERS ATTACK A GIRL AND STEAL HER BIKE. when I read that I was shocked, just think about it.. 15 teens attack a poor girl and while she's still on the ground in pain they steal her bike! 1 of them had a camera... for a weird reason I had to watch that vid what a soft bunch of crap! this was in the newspaper!! I mean are you kidding me?
we had more violent snowball (well iceball) wars at school just for fun!! but I went to a school where there would be chairs trown down from stairs, there where drug dealers, if they didnt like you you would get your share of treaths (with or without knife). every day there where cops in school, every week someone would try burning the building down. at the end we had bars so we coulnt escape the 'play yard area' and metal detectors so that there wont be any weapons in school.. but it was still a great place to have fun and so many stairs and halls to hide from teachers *sigh* the building is closed now, had been since 2008 but cause the building is very very old they can't break it down. I hope they wont.. it's a classic :) 

100 Yvie facts

1) I’m left handed
2) I use my right hand for the PC mouse
3) I don’t like waking up early
4) I got a Chihuahua called Kelso
5) Ive got a big bear with a button collection on him
6) I write poems
7) I like red gerbra’s and black roses
8) I like drinking out of big soda bottles
9) I have a peace-ring I bought from a hippie
10) I know lots of TV tunes
11) My favourite band is Green Day
12) My photo camera is a Nikon D3000
13) My lucky number is 13
14) I doodle on myself with permanent markers
15) I kept the notes me an my friends used to write in school
16) I ones had 3 snails as pets
17) I love candles!
18) I’m a chewing gum addict
19) I ones had the top half of a human skull but mom threw it away
20) In school I always was the class clown
21) I got over 157 items from Goofy
22) I’m scared of spiders
23) I takes pic’s of bugs with my eyes half closed cause there scary
24) I've got many books to read and I keep buying more
25) I’ve got lots of movies and TV shows on DVD
26) I started school at the age of 5 (now the official age is 4)
27) I can be stubborn and annoying
28) I clean old people’s houses for a living
29) I want to move to England
30) I don’t like Youtube anymore with all there crazy new rules
31) If im online there’s a 98% change I’m on MSN
32) I hate the colour pink
33) I like blowing bubbles
34) i’m more girly after 5 years in classes with only girls.
35) Even I don’t understand girls most of the time
36) I live about 20 minutes from Germany (by bike)
37) My fav musical is Cats even got the book in English/Dutch
38) I let me imagination run free
39) I live with my mum
40) I like fruit or ice-cream as a dessert… or a combo of them
41) I never met my real grandparents except for my dad’s mom
42) Im a dog person
43) my grandma is really my mums best friend
44) I can understand what little kids say better then there parents
45) Fun is more important then what people think
46) Best thing I cook: steak with baked potatoes and mixed veggies
47) My last gerbils where named Punky & Rocky a.k.a. Punk Rock
48) I got jewellery (is that the right word?) only I never wear it
49) I've got brown eyes and dark brown hair
50) I like singing along with music (I only sing at home)

51) I can’t sing
52) If im a little tipsy I think I can sing… and ill laugh at anything
53) My favourite colours are: green, red and black
54) I only give presents if I’m sure the other person will like it
55) My best friend is Bunny
56) I want the old cartoons from my youth to get back on TV
57) I wear glasses since I was 6
58) I’ve got lots of ‘at home’ cloths
59) Wibbly wobbly & flabbergasted are my fav English words
60) I always want to change my haircolour
61) My right pinkie was broken, bruised and now there’s a cyst in it
62) I love my blog
63) I never eat breakfast but I do try making it a routine
64) I’ve got a folder on my pc filled with funny pic’s for my blog
65) I love the classic Disney movies
66) I find birthdays stupid
67) Tim Burton is my god! Well something like that….
68) I used to be scared of dolls and I still don’t like them
69) I sell stuff on internet for almost nuthing
70) I’ve got an easy model phone cause I dont care for extra’s
71) I will never go blond.. but I had blond highlights
72) I own the pc, mom the screen.
73) 95% of the time I’m cold or got at least cold feet.
74) I cant stand cold weather but love snow
75) Granma comes to visits every Saturday afternoon
76) I always have a toy dog’s head in my bag since I was 12
77) I like Emily The Strange
78) I don’t like following… anything.
79) My mom is from The Hague (The Netherlands)
80) My dad is from Curacao
81) My half sister lived with us for about a year (it wasn’t fun)
82) I learned 90% of my English from TV not school
83) I love playing with my WII the first console I ever bought
84) Grandma’s dog Timmy stars in 11 of my youtube vids
85) Kelso is also Carry's dog although she never met him
86) I love heels, but I hate walking on most of them
87) I love to cook & bake
88) I paint, draw, make 3D cards and try to sow out of boredom
89) I never know the date, month or sometimes even year
90) I don’t have many CD’s (I think around 25 or so)
91) Since I was 12 I wanted a cat skull.. now I got one
92) I got a small draw in my desk filled with pens
93) I’ve got a bf Eric I only met ones cause he life’s so far away!
94) I always mix up English with Dutch
95) I love British humour
96) I got a stuffed animal of a yellow dog since the day I was born
97) The only time I almost cried with a movie was Brother Bear
98) I sleep with the stuffed animal Dumbo Eric gave to me
99) The internet is like work most of the time
100) It took me forever to think of 100 facts

any questions?

school convo's

we al did it, or still do it, it normall, it's a bit odd.. it's writing notes to each other at school! okay it's more of a girl thing but it used to be so much fun! and I got a confession to make: I kept most of them! I know its weird but its a great memory! ones there was a convo so funny I kept it in my mathbook and we would read it a view times cause it was just silly but fun. then the collecting started and now im working then all out to maybe get a book printed with them. would be cool tho.. everyone got these weird things they keep from school.. you must do to! pencilpoints? a big ball of dried up glue?.. well you know the stuff you can collect at school. but why? why are you typing them out now? well I found them again! started reading and thought why not? I could tell you some stuff but its all in Dutch and pretty useless to read XP oh well what would one be without memories?... lost!

100 questions cause I was bored

001. name: Yvonne

002: nickname: Yvie

003: country: Netherlands

004: date of birth: 03-10-1987

005: height: 5.6 (1,67 cm)

006: eye colour: brown

007: shoe size: (European) 38/39

008: school/work: no/cleaning for old ppl

009: do you smoke: nope

010: Hobby’s: taking pic’s

011: brothers / sisters: nope

012: single / relation: single

013: piercing: just got my ears pierced lol

014: tattoo: no

015: vacation: non

016: is there someone who wont talk to you: probably…

017: nicest person you met this year: mind your own business ;)

018: favourite day of the week: Wednesday.. free day

019: who would you like to meet: the muffin man

020: who do you admire: Goofy

021: most sexy person: ask google

022: favourite sleepwear: band shirts, anything to keep warm

023: favourite car: old ones

024: favourite movie: I got lots

025: favourite music: rock.. and everything else
026: best experience: going allone to the UK
027: fav month of the year: in summer december, in winter juli
028: favourite parfume: Esprit Horizon
029: favourite magazine: dont really have one
030: favourite sound: birds singing while im falling asleep
031: favourite tv-show: at the moment House cause there new eps.
033: favourite petname: for others? For me? For who??
034: whats on your mousemat: I dont use one
035: whats under your bed: empty laptop box and a big case
036: favourite colour: black, red, green
037: favourite song: depends
038: favourite food: see question 037
040: looks or personality: personality!
041: favourite drink: Coca cola Zero lol
042: favourite number: 13
043: what do you like about yourself: em…
044: what deoderant do you use: Dove
045: which shoes you wear the most: sneakers
046: what time you go to bed: arround 2-3 in the morning
047: which word do you use to often: fluf (as a curse word)
048: most romantic thing that ever happend to you: ehm….
049: most embarrassing moment: I dont get embarrassed easily
050: inside or outdoors person?: bit of both how cold is it outside?
051: what do you do in the weekends: watching life pass me by
052: which class did you love at school: history/biology
053: your breakfast: skip it 90% of the time
054: food you dont like: champions, raw tomatoes
055: pets: chihuahua
056: smile or dream: smiling at my dreams
057: serious or funny: funny
058: fast or slow: depends ;)
059: single or in a relationship: I answered this already didnt I?
060: simple or complicated: I mix that up a lot
061: cremation or burying: burn baby burn
062: sex or alcohol: guess hehe
063: staying up late or early to bed: …havent you been listening??
064: light or dark: dark
065: talk or silence: both are fine
066: taller or shorter guys/girls: taller
067: newspaper or magazine: morning or night?
068: hug or kiss: XOXOXO
069: happy or sad: happy
070: life or dead: alive with a catskull
071: party or disco: at home watching a movie lol
072: left or right: hand? Side of the bed? be clearer
073: sauce on nor beside: see question 037
074: Brown or blonde: brown
075: what would you ask god: got milk?
076: do you believe in reincarnation: nope
077: shower or bath: we dont have a bath so…shower lol
078: the last words before you die: you, want, every, second
079: does your soulmate exist: hmm..
080: howmany kids do you want: good question..
081: whats something that annoys you: selfish people
082: best feeling in the world: new chewinggum flavour
083: worst feeling in the world: guilt
084: what are you afraid of: spiders
085: beach or woods: woods
086: do you cry during movies: no
087: dreamjob: kids writer (well books not writing on kids)
088: goals for this year: take pic’s
089: First thought when you woke up this morning: I wanna sleep
090: as wich anymal would you like to return on earth: T-rex
091: greatest thing about a male/female body: eyes
092: best place to propose/be proposed too: ehm…
093: weirdest place you ever did ‘ir’: ….
094: place you would still like to do ‘it’: ……
095: favourite spot: ….. for?
096: what do you think of the question list: pretty nice
097: what did you miss: the answer of question 037
098: what did you do during this list: listening to music
099: what do you do on internet: to much..
100: do you miss a question: dont think so.

hearing problems

Torro and me where talking about hearing on MSN
and it turned out theres nuthing wrong with my ears.
I hear things far away like there close.. I can even pic up bat's (I know it sounds crazy) and dogwisles. so if I hear a single thing even far away I hear it like its next to me. so my brain goes into defence mode, while I know theres nuthing wrong. I cant even go in/on some attractions because the sound is so loud it makes me feel sick.

in the former house I used tobelieve someone was walking up the stairs every night! it always turned out to be the sounds from the other houses. I could here it so clearly, yea that house sucked. Im also blessed with a mum who's half deaf... so everythings so loud in this house! if I get the volume to watch a movie the way its right for me, my mum cant even hear it... yea annoying I know! but not everything is bad about it, I can hear if people are wispering and things. yea thats fun at times =) at school I was the one who knew all the gossip, just cause I could hear wispering haha. like Peter Parker said: 'with great power comes great responsibility'