2018

a LOT have changed and in a way nuthing at all.

MUM'S GONE YAY well she is still alive, but this september she'll be gone for 2 whole years. not a moment to soon… but wayyyyy to late.
I still clean old pplz homes altho tomorrow the gouverment is going to do a check up.. I hate those, if I need someone to tell me I'm old and untalented I'll visite mum.

I'm slowly changing the flat, with minimum wage its slow.. but hey I got the rest of my life right?

talking about life... my poor Chihuahua Kelso is gone, after a week of going to the vet every day.. they found out his liver was just a big hole, maybe cancer… they could have done more tests but it was enough, so I let him sleep his very last, big sleep.

it's 2018... I still like my crafts, adore Green Day and read my books… nuthing ever changes arround here.

STOP COPYING CRAZY DUTCH PPL!!!

tonight we got something brand new... the Dutch version of Red Nose Day I dunno what to think of it because at the end of the day... Dutchies as a group arn't that funny... well there are some funny Dutch ppl but well from the 16.000.000 I would say about.... 20? see the problem? well they did a Dutch version of Everybody Loves Raymond (iedereen is gek op Jack: Everybody is crazy about Jack) and it sucked so much I wanted to cry... really painfull. I didn't even see the Dutch Yes Minister (sorry minister) or the Dutch f*cked up version that should have been the Dutch Friends in the red light district... uhuh I know *rolls eyes* so im not having that much hope, worst thing about it is it's for a good cause but if the first year sucks it's pretty well doomed to fail. I've seen the presenters 1 is from the Dutch version of Shooting Stars which was also crap... they even gave it there own spin but it just wasn't funny. see the pattern here?

they want to do a Dutch version of the Golden Girls next... why don't they learn? I mean yes some work out cause they didn't copy every word or they had a good cast but lately everyone who sees a show wants to make a Dutch version... maybe you've seen it for yourself: some kids acting out cartoons or a kiddie movie. that's cute... grown up stubbern adults doing the same with comedies is just very very sad! let's all bow or heads and have a moment of silence for those people.

15 TEENAGERS ATTACK A GIRL & OLD SKOOL

15 TEENAGERS ATTACK A GIRL AND STEAL HER BIKE. when I read that I was shocked, just think about it.. 15 teens attack a poor girl and while she's still on the ground in pain they steal her bike! 1 of them had a camera... for a weird reason I had to watch that vid what a soft bunch of crap! this was in the newspaper!! I mean are you kidding me?
we had more violent snowball (well iceball) wars at school just for fun!! but I went to a school where there would be chairs trown down from stairs, there where drug dealers, if they didnt like you you would get your share of treaths (with or without knife). every day there where cops in school, every week someone would try burning the building down. at the end we had bars so we coulnt escape the 'play yard area' and metal detectors so that there wont be any weapons in school.. but it was still a great place to have fun and so many stairs and halls to hide from teachers *sigh* the building is closed now, had been since 2008 but cause the building is very very old they can't break it down. I hope they wont.. it's a classic :) 

f*cking Holland!!

yea I said it! in the UK people are dying cause of the Swine Flu, there even some people sick in Belgium and we haven't heard a thing about it! people should get a warning, doesnt matter who they are, they should know! but no.. here they waisted time talking about a fire... no one died and the toxic cloud turned out to be nuthing, they didnt even evacuated the people thet lived close by. it's always the same here.. first someone has to die, then everyone said it was a sudden surprise.. and find out there to late.. because they knew, but they didnt bother telling anyone.

more swine flue info:

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/health-12128105

CHAMPIONS!!!! (cant spel it I know)

today a football (soccer) club called FC Twente played there best game till now I guess and became the new national champion! its amezing cause no one would ever expect it. in lots of cities ppl got drunk an tomorrow is monday, there wil be lots of ppl calling in sick. there where arround 40.000 and 45.000 people in the centrum. total chaos, I wanted to go there for pic's but its just too crazy. police was standing everywhere and keeping more people out of the center lol. I sorted out my jewlery cause I got a new jewlery box. I dont have lot of stuff but it still needs a place where I can find it again. now im sleepy as hell, im gonne say nighty night to my darling Bunny and go to bed!

news report

there was some extra news today cause 2 soldiers died, well 2 marines...in Iraq. I always thought there wasnt much water that way, but clearly I was wrong. so they brought in an extra news report to say 2 guys drove over a mine. 132 Polish ppl dead? no extra news, 2 Dutch ppl dead...NEWS!! I think its weird Dutch ppl make such a big deal about it. if you join the army you know theres a big chamce something like that might happen. its not cruel or morbide its just the cold hard truth. mum said there doing it for the families. if you lost someone you care about you hardly bother to react on the news! what about the other ppl here dying? some ppl get killed here just as in the rest of the world, why now say that in the news? ppl who has to be in a weelchair or worse cause of violence. why now mention them? nono we mention the ppl who are in a line of work where you deal with great risks and know what those risks are. if your in the army you know it can only go 2 ways: right or wrong. but what if your on your way home from a 'normal' and get beaten half to death? dont those ppl deserve any attention? what about there families?...

pointless?

I get money from the gouverment to ...survive. but cause they pretty much own my ass I have an 8 week training program in jobinterviews O_o ding dong! I got work!! not a lot but its insane I had to cancle 4 weeks of it cause im working those days.

anyway.. 1 of the weeks im not there an actor is gonne give us advise about job interviews... wtf?? any idiot can sit across a table an pretend to give a job interview! but now the weirdest thing: on the news they said that that section hasnt got enough money!! (its all gouverment related but I cant be bothered to explain) so no money, but asking an actor to play jobinterviewer for a day is okay...  I already feel im getting homework from this crap an its at 9:00 in the morning. why the rush? no one has a bloody job anyway!

but the worst part is: last week was the first meeting. if anyone asks where I was Im gonne have to say: 'I was working'. and yea im evil enough to laugh. so I can laugh at them..well not out loud. and I cant laugh at the stuff they do which I already did a 1000 times in school. Evil Ducky please let there be a cute guy there so ill be too distracted to laugh at them that I got at least some work. hahaha... this is gonne be terrible tomorrow. well theres a 90% changes that ill b laughing all the way home on my bike =)

olympics & dogs life more precious then babies

yes, here it is the Winter Games 2010 post. here in Holland we knew 1 star: Sven Kramer! he went the wrong way an the nation weeped... but the thing that bothers me is that the news hardly payed attention too Chile. even on teletext they had more then enough info about the Winter Games but only 1 lil page about the earthquake. the info in that page wasnt even up-to-date. yes there Olympic's but that doesnt mean we cant tell people what happend in Chile.. we cant say to them: yea...sorry, we care more about Sven and all our money went to the last earthquake.. your to late! because thats pretty much the message. and sure we care more now...now that the Winter Games finished. but thats no way to deal with something like this!

oh yea another weird thing: jailtime. well jail here is just a cheap hotel.. the only difference is that you cant get out. and with an pc and tv in the room..who wants to leave? but im not writing, well typing cause of that. something came to my attention which scared me a little: a man killed a dog, a woman killed 2 of her babies. they both have to stay in prison for 2 years. so in Holland the life of 2 babies is the same as a dog. I find that disturbing! oh you kill a dog you deserve 2 years I agree.. if you kill your own babies you should stay in there for life! without an tv or pc.. because she killed her children cause she didnt knew what she should do with them. well killing isnt it idiot!! why didnt she lust leave them at a doorstep at least? then they would be alive...
2 years, a year for a baby... 2 whole years for 1 dog...

more info about this terrible day

there 17 wounded, 4 heavely wounded and 4 ppl didnt survive.
the car was driven by an 38 year old Dutch man. who lost his job a month ago he cant pay for his house anymore and was desperate... its also clear this wasnt an accident.

the royal family in shock the woman with the red hat is the Queen the woman in the white dress is princess Maxima the man next too her is Willem Alexander our future king:

the fences the black car got thru first before he hit the statue:

panic, shock and sadness:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gvw0zmi_0yE

BBC NEWS: A car has ploughed into a parade that included Queen Beatrix and the Dutch royal family on the national Queen's Day holiday. Unconfirmed reports said the driver deliberately tried to ram an open bus carrying Queen Beatrix, but missed. It is thought that several spectators watching the procession through Apeldoorn were hurt when the car was driven into the crowd before hitting a statue called 'The Needle'.