monday bloody monday

im pissed off... again? yes again.. you know that silly present I got Eric? the prez I couln't wait for him to open for cam... he already knows what it is!! O_O his bloody mumopened the prez and told Eric. he could have told her 'there's gonne be a pres from Yv keep it closed'.. or something like that so im mad at both of them. not mad.. dissapointed more I think,I mean I was a good girl waiting till tha bloody idiot got sober again! if anyone wants to know the pres I got from Eric are still unopend... right now im feeling like sending the whole lot back so his mum can open them -_- his mum was wrong for opening them, he should have warned her.. and what do I get? I get an 'uhm yea sorry but yea it's done now so yea..' yea.. thats the best way to piss me off even more! *sniff* I WANT MY BUNNY ONLINE!!!

im mad

today, sunday, there would be living statues in the center of a town near the shops. finally something to do! but im tired from yesterday! mum got mad at me cause I was sleepy and now I cant drag her allong with me! and my other friends are... just not that much fun really.. well my mum isnt eather but she's in the same house so its handy. but it rains a lil at the moment so the dumb bitch I clean for doesnt move anymore. I thought there was finally something fun to do here *sniff* im of to bed again its 9:38 now and I got no where to go anyway so im gonne let life pass me by.. byebye

weekend!!

saturday I watched my Lord Of The Flies DVD (the original movie from 1963) im crazy about that story. I also got the book which I love (Lord of the Flies/ Heer der Vliegen). gran came to visite like always and at night me and Kelso played football (soccer) in the livingroom, he's really good at it!

sunday I didnt really do anything. im resting as long as I can cause next week is gonne be busy and I got an ouchy. my tooth...molar (kies) has a cavitie. pfff thats a hard sentence to typ without checking with Bunny. very simply said: theres a hole in my tooth lol. I havent had anything wrong with them till now so its a lil scary. but its in the back hidden away so it's not that bad.. I would be more scared if it was one of my front teeth but its still bad. I wonder if anyone will ever understand what im talking about. so I gotta call the dentist monday, if he jams that hookthingy in my tooth ill bite him! we also have a cremation on monday. the grandfather of my ex-friend. he was 80 years old and a very sweet kind man. we all shall miss him. 

Sas (mums friend) is still mad at me cause I got a skull necklease (see the pic at the bottom of this post). she said that I was a nazi cause I wore a skull as they did. well I cant inmagen such cruel people to wear girl skulls with a bow on there head!! it's a terrible thing to say... its just a necklease. hell I got a dried up dead mouse in my bedroom that doesnt mean I wanna kill Micky Mouse!!  

im so mad my hands are shaking!!

at 11:00 at night mu mum found out she injected the wrong insuline (she's diabethic) it was dropping really hard. if she went to bed not knowing she would be in a coma or dead by tomorrow morning. so I rushed to the kitchen and make her sugar water. she calmed down a bit but she had to stay up too see if everything was allright. I told Bunny that and a rl friend... my darling Bunny felt worried too, he's a sweetheart. my rl friend said: 'lol'. she was playing a game and just coulnt be bothered to read what I said! so after she found out I wasnt joking (I never joke that way, but we only kno each other for 5 years or so?) she blamed me!! said my spelling wasnt right.. like I care about my spelling at  moment like that (or any other time). so then she started to blame that I wasnt clear and I needed to work on my attitide. I just answered I had other things to worry about then how she feels and said bye. after that I got 4 more sorry's so im gonne answer her, in like 30 minutes that everything's okay. till then she can wait. god what a bitch she was... Bunny you are my hero!!

wednesday

im freaking pissed off. my friend, her parents and me should go to Haarlem this weekend. they invited me =) fun fun fun. the only thing she had to do was give me the nme of the station cause there 2. I told her 5 times to mail me but nooooo. she had a week to ask wich station and sent a mail. I dont want that info on the last day! I got work so thursday I cant do anything and im not gonne race me butt off friday evening cause she coulnt take 10 seconds outta her day to mail... ppl dont get why I dont like my Dutch friends.. well I think they understand it now! (this doesnt mean Carry... just the 3D ppl I know). I feel sorry for her parents they did everything so i could come with em, oh well her problem not mine.